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"Love's Easy Tears"... 7/30/2010: If John Louis reads this,
I'd rather not link to the New York Times owned Santa Rosa Press Democrat right now, but I have to here to recollect
that the time that I met Donald Chu, Byron Craighead (2010 Olympic Winter Games U.S. Medical Staff, Trainer/ATC, Bobsled) drove the vehicle I was in, and I had
been invited by Steven Winter “I am also upfront
and honest with the athletes and the coaches,” Craighead said. “To tell a lie, because that’s what someone
wants to hear, that lie is only good for the present. It will catch up to you and you will lose all credibility. And then
no one will have faith in you.” And then there is Craighead’s
style of massage. “I don’t give frou-frou massages,”
he said. “When I work the soft tissue, I want to achieve results for the athlete. I used to have a vise grip. When I
would massage an athlete for the first time, I’d tape two tongue depressors together and ask the athlete to put it in
his mouth. They’d ask why. I’d say, ‘Because I don’t want you to chip a tooth when I start massaging
you.’ Every once in a while someone would laugh. So I’d start and they would be screaming for the tongue depressors
in a few seconds.” Craighead is not shy about it, not at all:
“I’m an enthusiastic, passionate guy.”... The
closer I get to turning 40 on October 5, 2010, the more I keep freaking out... Meeting James made me cry... it brought up incredibly strong memories of KARIN, who once wrote out the lyrics to "Fade To Black" to me in a love letter... I will try to stay focused if I meet James again... Forgive, Forget,
Breathe...
| Meeting James made me cry... |

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35.7% of the California Massage Therapy Council advocates
using Massage Therapy as a front for promoting prostitution. This
includes: Chair of the Board-Beverly May; Chair of the Credentials Committee-Bob Benson; Chair of the Public Policy and Local
Government Committee-Mark Dixon; Board Member-Keith Grant; Board Member-Dixie Wall... these are just the people I know
and have argued with about this issue... (Some of this commentary was included
in my "personal statement" when I recently applied to attend Law School at JFK University, though I have yet to
truly decide that I want to attend Law School...) I am considering attending
the upcoming 27th International Conference on Shamanism, Healing and Transformation Wisdom of Our Ancestors-Bridge
to The Future so I can meet Lewis Mehl-Madrona, MD who has written: ...Zuni
pueblo in New Mexico practice a technique very similar to the high-velocity adjustment of the neck and spine popularized as
chiropractic... ...Hopi people and their practices were the source of inspiration for a type of massage now called Hakomi..
...Discussion exists among Native American scholars as to whether A.J. Still, the father of American osteopathic medicine,
who was also the physician for the Shawnee Nation for more than 20 years, lifted much of what became osteopathic medicine
or chiropractic from Shawnee healing practices. The Shawnee were originally native to northern Kentucky and southern Ohio
and were neighbors to the Cherokee, with whom they share many similarities in bodywork practices... I was talking to a friend recently who told me that she personally believes that the "discovery"
of chiropractic by Palmer fails to mention the influence brought by Chinese laborers Palmer met... ... Wednesday, July 7, 2010- The mall also hosts an aqua park, a wave
pool, massage halls, spa and a 37-meter drop tower ...The opening of the mall coincided with the anniversary of Astana’s
founding and Kazak President Nursultan Nazarbayev’s 70th birthday and hosted prominent guests including Turkish, Russian,
United Arab Emirates, Armenian, Tajikistan and Ukrainian presidents...“art of mastery.”...


42 seconds of MAXIMUM ROCK N ROLL
World Magnetic Tour - 2010 Metallica to play Christchurch, New Zealand 09/22/2010 SOLD OUT IN 5 MINUTES!!! "truly incredible!": Second show in Christchurch, New Zealand
at CBS Canterbury Arena on September 21! SOLD OUT IN 28 MINUTES! After playing Christchurch, Metallica heads straight to Tokyo
for back-to-back shows 09/25 and 9/26. ON SALE NOW right now the main thing is to not have a heart attack on stage. People were asking why I was dancing around like a clown ... Acupuncture Today, July,
2010 What's In A Name? by William Morris, DAOM, PhD, LAc ...truth be told, I was also chosen because of a willingness to take time
to write about the "hot topics" that we all face... It is first prudent for us to discuss, as a field, the name
we use to identify ourselves... (MPA Media publishes: Acupuncture
Today, Massage Today, and Dynamic Chiropractic.)
| Big in Finland! |

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Swans sample...
tierdrama: ben&brian

| Tom Mitchell was my Sports Psychology teacher... |

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According to Desiree Moores, who said this while she was the manager
of Spa Radiance, 'Brian is the best Massage Therapist I have ever met' --- Ken
Zankel Past President, Golden Gate Restaurant Association Ken Zankel is passionate about San Francisco restaurants.
A native New Yorker, he switched coasts more than
a decade ago and has firmly entrenched himself in
the restaurant community here. After working at Visa
USA as the Director of Restaurant Industry Marketing, Ken opened
Zinzino Ristorante in San Francisco in 1995. Ken garnered accolades for Zinzino from the James Beard Foundation, the San Francisco Chronicle and the San Francisco Examiner before selling the establishment in 2001. In 1999, he opened The Grove Café on Chestnut Street, which was joined
by its sister establishment, The Grove-Fillmore, in
2002. These two restaurants represent the combining
of Ken’s great loves -- music, food, and design – to create warm, inviting, rustic, hip environments. Ken has served on the GGRA Board since 1999 and relishes the opportunity to serve the city’s restaurateurs. An alumnus of Skidmore College, Ken also holds an MBA from Columbia University. --- Zankel’s bequest to Skidmore of $46 million is the largest
gift in the College’s history. Of the bequest, $15 million went to the Arthur Zankel Music Center Zankel
served on the board of directors of Citigroup, Travelers Property-Casualty, and other corporations, and was a trustee of the
UJA Federation, the New York Foundation, Carnegie Hall, and Skidmore College. He and his wife, Judy, made a major donation
to Carnegie Hall, which led to the construction of a new Carnegie concert space named in their honor. Zankel’s connections to Skidmore were many. Two of his four sons graduated from
Skidmore, Kenneth in 1982 and James in 1992, as did a nephew, Harun Zankel, Class of 2001, and a daughter-in-law, Pia Scala
Zankel, Class of 1992. As a Skidmore trustee, he was known for his astute leadership of the board’s investment committee—particularly
for his role in shepherding the College’s endowment—and for his incisive contributions to discussions, frequently
enhanced by his sense of humor. Zankel endowed a professorship
in management and the liberal arts and the related Zankel Lecture Series, which fosters discussion of business issues from
a societal and ethical perspective. ---





Federer is merely toned. His forearm is sinewy rather than
resembling a side of beef, and tells of someone who strikes the ball with beautiful fluidity and an economy of effort that
minimises damage to his body...'The ones who inspire me are those who can do it again and again at the highest level - Valentino
Rossi, Michael Schumacher, Tiger, Michael Phelps. It's amazing to me that I have been able to do something similar... 'I just
sat there for a few minutes on my own in the quiet and took it all in.... ... ...
Dead Hands: A Social History of Wills, Trusts, and Inheritance
Law new from $13.70 --- I am asking you for help, this is a challenge for me and I realize I will only
be able to work to improve this situation if I make myself accountable to all of you. --- Dear Sir My apologies for the delay. We
can supply Stone Heaters with Digital Display in 110v or 240v as follows:- 15" Diameter @ £209.00 ( $
325.00 ) 13" Diameter @ £179.00 ( $279.00 ) Freight charges to USA £99.00 ( $155.00) (The
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No. 020 8941 9922 Fax No. 020 8941 9955 ---
--- Why
did I have to go to a website in Ghana to read this??? Does the media still deserve the accolade the Fourth Estate? Is appreciating
the general performance of significant sections the concept of an illusion or outmoded or anachronistic or a simple nightmarish
joke? "...staffed
with illiterates, untrained persons, charlatans, yes-men, impostors and soli-minded false journalists, even in the persons
of some editors who cannot write simple editorials or common news items, disgracing this noble profession..." --- 20 Mar 2010, 0108 hrs IST, NYT News Service US hotel chains expand into Asia, create new options --- March 20, 2010-
''Gay and homo are words wealthy and educated people use,'' he says. ''The
people around here call us gur [raw sugar] or mitha [sweet].'' ...Young
homosexual men in Mumbai often move between multiple city identities including sex worker, massage boy, student and even Bollywood
film extra... ...''In India we have this great contract
of silence. It's like 'you know and I know' and it's only when we start talking about it that it becomes a problem.''... ... 06.04.10 Gulf Film Festival,held under the patronage of His Highness Sheikh
Majid Bin Mohammed Bin Rashid Al Maktoum, Chairman of the Dubai Culture & Arts Authority, Selection Of 37 In-competition
Shorts At Gulf Film Festival Depicts Myriad Facets Of Life In The Gulf 03/22/2010, Issuance of new licenses for massage parlours stopped by Dubai --- Wednesday, 7 April 2010, The 366-room Renaissance Moscow Monarch
Centre has opened under a franchise agreement with Interstate Hotels & Resorts --- Thursday, April 29 - 2010; Dubai Healthcare City, a member of Tecom Investments, today announced the
launch of Royal Ayurveda Clinic, the first in the region to provide a full range of Ayurvedic medical services --- 05.19.10, 37 Jewish members of the Democratic caucuses meet with US president "sometimes there are misunderstandings that have to be resolved" May 18th 2010, 11:11 PM, Obama meets with 37 Jewish pols for a
'group hug and group gripe' "it was not a feel-good meeting - everyone spoke their minds and from the heart"
| Only in Marin County? |

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"I fell as suffering prey to the tortures of the city"
- Kahlil Gibran
| There is a building in San Rafael where Star Wars |

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| The Empire Strikes Back (the best one) was made... I went to a business meeting there in 2009... |
| I heard Les Claypool has an office there now... |

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| My landlord charged me full rent while illegal |

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| electricians completely trashed my entire apartment and everything in it... |
| Have you ever seen the movie "Faster"? |

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| Asia gave me a copy of the 12/09 HBR... |

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| Sorry I missed it. I was at work. |
...Margaret Hearst expressed disdain for Kevin Stone's
"celebrity" atmosphere...
| Franz Klammer spoke highly of Kevin Stone... |

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Kevin Stone
| Damarise |

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| (...1989/1990, when I first started formally studying massage...) |
...Thank you, Susie... ...Thank you, Kay... - - - NAIOMT is greatly saddened by the passing of Dr. Richard E. Erhard, PT, DC on October 3, 2009 after a long battle
with cancer. Dick Erhard was the complete physical therapist; clinician, educator, and researcher.
“To me
Dick was (and will always be) one of the 'gentle giants' of OMT. I shall always remember him as one of the greatest ambassadors
of peace and understanding between chiropractors and PTs. What a huge loss.” Erl Pettman
“Dick was
a true autonomous practitioner and the first president of IFOMT. He was also a great friend and an example
to all”. Stanley Paris
“He was a great human being and a great professional. We will miss his smiling
face forever”. Joe Farrell
“Dick was a giant in our profession. He was one of the first three US PTs
to pass the first international manual therapy examination in the Canary Islands in 1973. He was the first president of IFOMT
and one of the eight founding fellows of the AAOMPT. He, with Rick Bowling established an integrative model for evaluating
and treating low back pain and published on the evaluation of the sacro-iliac joint in the initial issue of on orthopedic
journal that would later develop into the respected journal, JOSPT. His seminal works, including the “treatment-based
classification of low back pain” spurred the rise in evidence-based practice in manual physical therapy. Dick
felt restrained by the lack of autonomy as a PT and trained to become a chiropractor. He, however always held on
to his PT base of a biomechanical model of systematic evaluation and treatment of the spine. He was active in teaching, writing
and scientific pursuits even after he had been diagnosed with his terminal condition. Dick and I served as the original
examiners for the newly formed AAOMPT. He had a great sense of humor, and an infectious laugh. He inspired those around him
to excel. His legacy lives on through the many people he mentored at the University of Pittsburgh and elsewhere. He was my
friend and mentor and I will miss him dearly”. Bill O’Grady
A memorial service was held at the University
of Pittsburgh on October 16 2009, attended by many past presidents of AAOMPT and friends. NAIOMT sent flowers and condolences
to his wife and family.
At the AAOMPT conference in Washington DC, October 17th, friends and AAOMPT’s founding
members paid tribute to this great physical therapist and read a tribute from Freddy Kaltenborn. We also learned that Dick’s
family was amazed by the outpouring of tributes from around the country and around the world. They knew him primarily as the
man who loved to be home with his family, and to go fishing and hunting.
Sincerely,
Ann Porter Hoke
on behalf of the NAIOMT Board of Directors. --- Friday, October 30, 2009- The Brown Daily Herald: The Rhode Island
Senate Thursday night passed a compromise version of a bill banning indoor prostitution The
General Assembly also passed a bill that would allow University of Rhode Island, Rhode Island College and Community College
of Rhode Island students to apply Advanced Placement and other credits towards an accelerated three-year bachelor’s program. ------- How many known prostitutes
and/or advocates for using "Massage Therapy" as a front for promoting prostitution are currently
on the California Massage Therapy Council??? I count 5, at a bare minimum.
| I took this picture when I lived at 513 Bush St. |

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| Thank you, Will |

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| ...I remember you telling me your true feelings about Harry Britt... |
Harry Britt was appointed to fill Harvey Milk's seat after Milk
died... Harry Britt was first appointed to the
San Francisco Board of Supervisors in January 1979 by Mayor Dianne Feinstein, succeeding Harvey Milk who was killed at
City Hall along with Mayor George Moscone by former Supervisor Dan White. Britt was elected
to the Board of Supervisors in 1980, 1984, and 1988. Britt served as President of the Board of Supervisors
from 1989-90. Britt
introduced domestic partner legislation in 1982 which was passed by the Board of Supervisors, but vetoed by Mayor Feinstein.
In 1989, under Britt's leadership, the board passed domestic partner legislation, which was signed by Mayor Art Agnos. However,
voters repealed the domestic partnership law by initiative; a modified version was reinstated by another voter initiative,
1990's Proposition K, also written by Britt. Britt ran unsuccessfully for the 5th Congressional District
of California in 1987, narrowly losing to Nancy Pelosi. He was unsuccessful in his race against Mark Leno for
the California Assembly in 2002.
| When I met Tim Barnett in 2006 he gave me this: |

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| I remain surprised to this day that his visit received virtually zero media coverage. |
| Thank you, Margaret |

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A brief comment... Thursday Oct 29, 2009
Updated 10:40 AM PT... I'm thinking about
how Erica told me that she had never met her father, and that her fears of abandonment, of being alone, are some of
her many "issues". Orlando told
me that somewhat recently Erica and her father had some sort of contact, or chance at contact, but that Erica's father
flaked out. I feel so sad for Erica sometimes. I first fell in love with Erica as she stood with two of the
girls she used to be a nanny for (this is the job she left so she be near me). I first fell in love with Erica in "mother" mode...
| Erica read my essay about Jerry Norman Uelsmann... |

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| Did I tell her that my photography teacher knew Ansel Adams? |
| Erica kept the original version of this collage: |

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| As far as collages go, it's not my best work, but why did she keep it? |
Consider the symbolic value. Consider the fact that I asked Erica
to marry me while giving her this collage... Monday Oct 19, 2009 Updated
7:44 PM PT: Tonight I talked with a man named Orlando, who apparently recently ended a relationship with Erica O'Connor.
We shook hands over the phone. Orlando told me that Erica has been to this website, and while on the one hand,
her initial story about me began with Erica saying I was some sort of stalker guy, Erica eventually told him that our
relationship was "complicated", and Orlando
seems to have come to appreciate my side of the story enough that we may talk again at some point in the future.
As I pointed out to him, at least she didn't try to get Nathan Dorris to run you over with his car, or try to send
you to jail. Orlando told me that Erica is facing hard financial
times, a circumstance which I certainly have compassion for. She no longer lives with Nathan Dorris and now lives in
Corte Madera. The money she inherited from her grandmother is gone. I wonder if Erica appreciates the fact that
I essentially helped her get her current job working the front desk at Massage Envy Sausalito (Clinic 137)? I wonder
if Erica recalls that she took a pay cut from her previous job to work at Massage Envy San Rafael, a job which, according
to Michael Woo, she took specifically so she could be near me... Orlando
is an accountant in San Francisco, and got me to think specifically about the financial impact Erica has had on me so far. After
Erica had me sacked from my $1000 per week job, I was essentially unemployed for nine months. There goes $36,000.
Legal fees paid to Steve Duditch: $4000. Underemployed from January 2009 to January 2010, when compared to the $1000
per week I was making before Erica broke up with me: a loss of a minimum of $1000 per month... Falling in love with Erica cost me over $50,000? Will Erica and
I ever even speak again? Orlando told me that Erica had never mentioned
anything to him about the book "The New Erotic Photography", published by Taschen, edited by
Dian Hanson and Eric Kroll. I scanned, heavily censored,
and uploaded a copy of page 449, from the edition of "The New Erotic Photography" that Erica gave to me.
I feel deeply conflicted when I consider posting it. I wonder
what George Pitts, or Taschen, would have to say about that? What would Erica have to say? Erica got mad at me when I offered to pay her for modeling for me, just as she got mad at me when I
offered to pay her the first time she bought me lunch (a pizza slice). How
can Erica continue to treat me this way, as an artist, a friend, a lover, a human being?
| The first time I asked Erica to marry me, |

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| in the College of Marin parking lot, I gave her 3 satin roses & 3 teddy bears. |
| (Erica kept the original three teddy bears |

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| and three satin flowers) |
| Photo below taken by: Krista Fechner |

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| (Krista has a BA from Brown University... Radio DJ at WBRU AM at Brown University 1985-86) |

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| The play lasted 37 minutes... |
| Thank you, Alice. |

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| We had the day off from work at Massage Envy... |

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| ...later, Erica lied to Massage Envy about me. I lost my job. Erica got a raise... |
- a life wherein I found it well to accept a name - my present one - which is very common and carries no meaning. H.P. Lovecraft (1890–1937) ... Malicious prosecution The
last time I saw Erica O'Connor, aka "Holly Hearse", (August 21, 2009) she was working the front desk at Massage
Envy in Sausalito, California (Clinic #0137). [Please note that while I helped
Erica O'Connor get hired at Massage Envy San Rafael (Erica failed her first interview, and was only given a second interview
due to my giving her a positive reference and encouraging the manager to give her a second chance), after we became a couple
and then broke-up, she in turn lied about me to the manager, the owners, and various co-workers and friends so she
could have me maligned and "indefinitely suspended" from my position as Massage Envy San Rafael's #1 most popular
employee.] Massage Envy San Rafael Massage Therapist, Michael Woo, specifically
told me that the reason Erica O'Connor was applying for a job at Massage Envy San Rafael was so that she could be near
me, and seduce me. The only reason Erica had to be angry with me, to lie about
me to the San Rafael Police Department, the Marin County Sherrif's office, the Marin County Superior Court and others is
this: I insisted that Erica tell Nathan Dorris about our relationship. (Erica was living with Nathan Dorris during
our entire relationship.) "If you cannot afford an attorney,
one will be appointed for you." Really? How is it then,
that through false statements, perjury, malicious prosecution, and an absolutely frivolous lawsuit, Erica O'Connor had
a "Temporary Restraining Order" filed against me without my having proper legal representation? This
TRO stripped away my Second Amendment Rights, as well as my right to peacefully and freely travel for three years. At no point have I ever threatened Nathan Dorris or Erica O'Connor in any way. Nathan
Dorris threatened me repeatedly, coming to my apartment and even trying to run me over with his car.
He got away with it, completely. (I should point out that Erica O'Connor
sued me twice. The first time Erica sued me I hired Steven Duditch as my attorney. (I almost hired David
Vogelstein as my attorney, but he was unavailable to take my case at the time.) I won the first trial, but it
cost me $4,000. Then Erica sued me again. For the second lawsuit, I could not afford an attorney.
At the time of the second trial I hadn't worked full-time in several months and could barely afford to pay my rent.
I should also point out that in both these cases, Erica sued me for free claiming, "I ask the court to waive the filing
fee because [the accused] has used or threatened to use violence against me, has stalked me, or has acted or spoken in some
other way that makes me reasonably fear violence." None of these things have ever happened.) An interesting side note- there is a "massage/spa" brothel next door to Steve Duditch's
law office in San Rafael. Sometimes I wish
I hadn't erased the voicemail Erica left me after we had gone out together clubbing at Bondage-A-Go-Go in San Francisco with a bunch of friends from work at Massage Envy in San
Rafael. She knew I was pissed off that she had
ignored me at the club because she wanted to keep our relationship some sort of secret from certain people. I tried to hold her hand, and she walked away... So she called me later that night, crying, asking to come over to my apartment,
telling me she understood if I refused to ever see her again. She stood outside my apartment building and threw her fancy leather boots at my second-story window trying to
wake me up. ... Which leaves me contemplating law school again. If I had that recording of Erica crying for me, I would play it for Ed and Lou (two of the
co-owners of Massage Envy San Rafael). Would I play
it for you?
| "nothing more than a friend" |

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| "nothing more than a friend" |

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| Two days before Nathan Dorris tried to kill me... |

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| ...he left a note for me on my doorstep... |
| "Silence is an act of aggression"-Robert Sapolsky |

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| Ruth Werner is President |

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| of the Massage Therapy Foundation |
| Men wearing earrings are not tolerated |

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| at the University of St. Augustine for Health Sciences... |
This website's most recent update/editing/revision: Friday April
23, 2010 11:37 AM PT Very Good News! As of February 20, 2010 my Transunion, Experian, and Equifax credit
reports for Sallie Mae all state: Status: Open/Never late.
- and my credit scores have been updated high enough to where I can now realistically consider returning to graduate
school...  |  | | | | TransUnion | Experian | Equifax | | |  | | 788 | 776 | 783
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After over a year of trying to get someone at Sallie Mae, Transunion, etc. to recalculate the obvious mistakes
on my account which had destroyed my credit and nearly
made me homeless, someone listened! (actually, this response
is quite prompt when compared to the fact that the American Massage Therapy Association has NEVER returned
my phone calls. I've been waiting since 2003...) --- The University of St.
Augustine for Health Sciences was founded by Stanley Paris, who was born in Dunedin, New Zealand on August 13, 1937.
Stanley Paris was appointed to the New Zealand Olympic Team as a physiotherapist for the Summer Games in Rome in 1960, and
Mexico City in 1968. In 2006 Stanley Paris received the highest honor awarded annually by the American Physical
Therapy Association (APTA) in delivering the 37th Mary McMillan Lecture. So the two famous former residents
of New Zealand I have met with are Stanley Paris and Tim Barnett. I recall that while it is true that my reasons
for withdrawing from the University of St. Augustine for Health Sciences were due to my disappointment with the quality of
instruction provided, I was also unhappy with a dress-code policy of the University of St. Augustine for Health
Sciences ruling that male students were not allowed to wear earrings on campus. It's true I rarely wear earrings these
days, but it is also true that both my ears are pierced. I was wearing earrings in both ears when I met Tim Barnett,
in fact. Life Chiropractic College West
has pictures of males wearing earrings in it's public relations materials, and allows male student interns to wear earrings
in it's Health Center. All I want to
do right now is go back to graduate school... business? law? chiropractic? acupuncture? naturopathic medicine (including midwifery)?
psychology? art? writing? Would I consider going
back to the University of St. Augustine for Health Sciences and completing the clinical Doctorate in Physical Therapy, particularly
now that they have a campus in San Diego? (Last time I wrote them, they returned my letter unopened.) I wish I could find sponsorship of some kind... Is business booming? How is business over at Ferrari and Maserati of San Francisco (which is not in San Francisco, but Mill Valley) these days? One of my coworkers, a graduate of one of the "best" massage schools in Illinois, told me she was astonished
by some work I did with her shoulders, saying it was the best massage she'd ever had in her life. ... Why did Nathan Dorris try to run me over with his car? Why do we sometimes care so deeply about symbols, words, flags, jewelry, etc.? Why did Erica O'Connor keep the three teddy bears and three satin roses that I
gave her the first time I asked her to marry me, in the College of Marin parking lot after her performance in A Midsummer Night's Dream, instead of returning them, as Nathan promised? Why did she keep the collage I made for her, a collage very
much about our relationship? (Items returned
by Nathan Dorris with this note included: Bizarro! The Art & Technique of Special Make-up Effects by Tom Savini, a pair of leopard-print fuzzy Sanita clogs, even obscure items, like a scrap of paper with my phone number on it, but for some strange reason, no collage, no satin
flowers, and no tiny teddy bears...) Why did
I mail a postcard to Nathan Dorris, a collage made from his own handwriting, saying, "please return everything
boyfriend"? Why did Erica
buy me chicken soup and organic fair-trade flowers from Whole Foods? Why did Erica lie, lie, and lie
yet again about me? Why did Erica give me a copy of
"The New Erotic Photography" (edited by Dian Hanson and Eric Kroll, published by Taschen in 2007), and refuse to take it back when I tried to return it to her? Who
is the model on page 449, photographed by George Pitts? The collage
I gave Erica, which she kept, included a receipt from Earthworks in Santa Rosa: 1" 14K White Gold Tiny Butterfly Necklace $370.00 10% Discount (because my best friend's wife was the salesperson) -$37.00 $370 - $37 = $333 ...
| 333 ft. tall George Washington Masonic Memorial |

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| When Erica posted this picture on her myspace page |
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| Did she credit the photographer? Did she mention whose motorcycle she is on? Why? |
| When I gave Erica a copy of this picture |

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| she swooned, fell into my arms, and almost started crying... |
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Fascia Research Congress The Fascia Research Congress proposes to gather together scientists involved in the research
of the body's connective tissue matrix (fascia) with professionals involved in the therapeutic manipulation of this bodywide
structural fabric. The information presented at the Fascia Research Congress will also be of interest to all who labor
in the vineyard of 'Spatial Medicine' - healing the body through changing mechanical relationships (and their proprioception).
Thus the primary audiences are: Scientists who are either engaged or interested in – Biomechanics of ligaments and other dense fibrous connective tissues · Biomedical Researchers
· Connective tissue research · Gait & postural dynamics · Matrix biology · Musculoskeletal
dynamics · Orthopaedics · Rehabilitation · Rheumatology · Sports medicine The emphasis and centerpiece of this conference will be the presentation of the latest and best scientific fascia
research from around the world. The Fascia Research Congress will be a valuable resource of data, new ideas, and networking
for researchers working in many areas of study involving the human fasciae. Clinicians who should attend – Acupuncturists · Athletic Trainers · Chiropractors (DC's) · Energetic, hands-on healers (Therapeutic
Touch) · Exercise Teachers · Massage Therapists · Nutritionists · Osteopaths · Personal
Trainers · Physiatrists and other physicians practicing neuromusculoskeletal medicine or manual medicine · Physical
Therapists (PT's) · Practitioners of Structural Integration (e.g., Rolfers®) · Prolotherapists (Sclerotherapy)
· Rehabilitation Specialists... Major Sponsoring Organizations (2009) Sponsoring Organizations (2009) Supporting Organizations (2009) ---------------------------------------------Sponsoring Organizations (2007) Supporting Organizations (2007) - American Massage Therapy Association
- Associated Bodywork and Massage Professionals
- Australian Association of Massage Therapists
- Brazilian Rolfing®Association
- Canadian Massage Therapy Research Network
- CORE Institute School of Massage and Structural Bodywork
- Department of Veterans Affairs, New Jersey Health Care System
- European Rolfing Association
- Feldenkrais Educational Foundation of North America
- FIMM International Academy of Manual/Musculoskeletal Medicine
- Foundation for Chiropractic Education and Research
- Healthy Tao, Center for Well Being
- Hellerwork International
- Institute for Fundamental and Clinical Human Movement Sciences, Vrije Universiteit,
Amsterdam, Holland
- Institute of Applied Physiology, University of Ulm, Germany
- The Institute for Complementary and Alternative Medicine, University of Medicine
and Dentistry of New Jersey
- Institute of Orthopaedic Research and Biomechanics, University of Ulm, Germany
- Istituto Terapie Cranio Sacrali
- Journal of Bodywork and Movement Therapies
- Journal of Electro-Myography and Kinesiology
- New Jersey Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Association, Inc.
- Palmer Center for Chiropractic Research
- School of Integrated Health, University of Westminster, London
- Society for Acupuncture Research
- Spine & Joint Centre, Rotterdam
- Utah Osteopathic Medical Association
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| Brian at the Asian Art Museum of San Francisco |
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| 6/5/08, In partnership with the Acupuncture and Integrative Medicine College, Berkeley |
When I (Brian) read this: "...sexuality
is not generally life-threatening unless one recklessly engages in unprotected
sex or has sex with the partner of a jealous mate." - by Eugene Schoenfeld, Friday,
June 19, 2009, in the San Francisco Chronicle, I thought about how lucky I am to be alive. I thought about the time Nathan Allan Dorris tried to run me over with his car. I thought about how
the San Rafael Police Department, the Marin County Sheriff's office, and the Marin County Superior Court bent over backwards
to do absolutely nothing about this case of attempted murder... I thought again about Erica Lynn O'Connor, Nathan Allan Dorris, three missing tiny teddy bears,
a butterfly diamond necklace, risks, revenge and LIES, LIES, LIES... I asked Erica to marry me and gave her three
tiny teddy bears and three small satin roses. I usually asked Erica to take off Nathan's ring when we were together...
Eventually, she got around to destroying my life as well as Nathan's... One day I asked Erica to have children with me, and
she kissed me harder than she had ever kissed me before, and we went out to dinner together for Puerto Rican food at SOL FOOD in San Rafael...I remember Erica driving, squeezing my left knee, and I remember Erica telling me how much she trusted me... The
day after I asked Erica to have children with me, she came over to my apartment and apparently broke off our relationship. Nathan
Allan Dorris came to my apartment and returned the white gold necklace, the butterfly with diamond encrusted wings, but
the teddy bears and roses I gave Erica the first time I asked her to marry me were missing... Erica apparently remains
focused on destroying my life, taking revenge on me for the fact that I insisted that Nathan deserved to know about our relationship... Am
I losing my mind? Good question! Nathan Allan Dorris left a note at
my apartment door, "I am returning everything you ever gave her..." Where
are the teddy bears and roses? Why did Erica keep them? Why did Erica also keep the collage that I gave her
simultaneously along with the white gold necklace and white gold diamond-encrusted butterfly pendant, all symbols
representing my love for Erica and my obvious and clearly stated desire to court her for marriage? This of course leads me to think about the ever glorious wonder that is Amy Pfaffman, and wonder why she kept the
blue glass bowl I gave her... crycrycry Should I comment on San Francisco's new (June 2009) massage law? Is it relevant?
Does anyone care? Should I comment on the various media's recent coverage of this issue, in light of the perhaps
pertinent fact that I sold the WR Hearst III family a portable massage table for $780 on January 12, 2001, and/or
that I was interviewed by Massage Today about this issue so many years ago ( July, 2004, Vol. 04, Issue 07 ) ...??? Should I note that the only massage therapist to ever really even try talk to me about this issue is
Sister Rosalind Gefre, and that the AMTA, NCBTMB, etc. have never returned my phone calls??? Sister Rosalind suggested that I pray to Christ... ...I double checked the date and it was Friday, August 18th 2006 that
I met with Tim Barnett, the author of New Zealand's Civil Union Act 2005, establishing the institution of Civil
Union for same-sex and opposite-sex couples, as well as the Prostitution Reform Act 2003, decriminalizing prostitution
and brothel keeping for adults in New Zealand. We met at the Café de la Paz located at 1600 Shattuck Ave. in Berkeley. This event was coordinated by Sex Workers Outreach Project USA
and Berkeley Citizens Action. I shook Tim Barnett's hand twice, and I gave Robyn Few a hug. I need to think about something else. I need to figure out
a way to make more money than I am now... Tim Barnett is now Global Programme Manager
of the World AIDS Campaign, and is based in South Africa. Sometimes people ask me about my work at the 2002 Winter Olympics.
In light of global politics, I tend to think the most important thing I did at the Olympics was to give a massage to a dignitary
representing Pakistan at the massage space in the Olympic Family Hotel. Should I comment
on recent developments regarding India's IPC 377? Should I note that the one of the major sponsors for the
Naz Foundation's work is San Francisco based Levi Strauss & Co.? ... (In December 2002 Naz India filed a Public Interest
Litigation (PIL) to challenge section 377 of the Indian Penal Code in the Delhi High Court)   
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| Who is Patric Leitner? |

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| I sculpted this in 1989/1990, in a class at the JC |

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| in Stockton, where I met Stephanie Miller, who first encouraged me to study massage... |
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| Erica told me she wanted me to cage-fight Nathan Dorris...and she wanted me to win! |
| I did not make this collage... |

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| ...but I paid $2300 for the Pacific Sun staff to design and publish it... |
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| Big in Iran |

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| Can you do 160 hours of massage in four weeks? |

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| I really shouldn't be posting this... |
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| How am I supposed to forget Erica giving this to me, along with a bouquet of flowers... |
| ...and this copy of her favorite book... |

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